change concert !

i managed to dig this post out of all my drafts.. .and am too lazy to complete this post. so i'll post more pictures to compensate for this unfinished postt:)

i've been suffering from post change depression lately.. started to feel really kong xu and empty after no longer having dance pracs and rehearsals.and somehow, i kinda miss the days when we worked really hard aftter a dance prac, and even the times when cheeyang scolded us during briefings, i miss all the fittings of clothes, tho i don't quite particularly like the clothes for my songs. uh, and i heard that there was some prob with the returning of the clothes as the laundry shop forgetten to dry-wash the clothes.ohmytian!..

haha, i was really scared i would not have time to change as i totally came out late for the full run the other time, and thus just changed really quickly in abt 30 secs with the help of our dear dresser_wenshi +eve's fwens.

haha,and it was nerve-wrecking standing down there feeling realy uncomfortable with my necklace dangling at the wrongside, the downsides of changing TOO fast, and not ensuring that everything was worn properly. haha, my maid said i kept pulling my dress when i was singing yushangai.,

next, taohuayuan!,

hees, and this time i managed to do it just in time.. .me and eve stood at the backstage, waiting on standby, nan dao wo you chu lian le was the previous song b4 us, and that;s when we realized fukuan's mic wasn't working properly, then i started to panic ><,which i did during tm 's preview concert... tried to calm oneself and then went out to give my best.. .

~bowling chalet~

bowliing chalet!whoots_9th-10thjune!

me and sophh arrived at coast sands resort in sentosa, after our bio remedial+mock test, which was kinda FEI(4) and redundant. wah, and i got a shock of my life when me and sophh entered into the smallest resort room with 10 over people squashed in a really tiny room with bags and rubbish littered everywhere.haha, but it was kinda cosy with everyone next to one another. we ended up stoning+talking for the rest of the few hours. and just as we were happily showing off our farewell gifts for seniors, we got another shock!, the bibs ended up stuck onto one another via fabric paint and donald's alphabets started to peel off from his mirror.. . that sends everyone into a PANIC!, we started to pu(3) all the gifts and make them look presentable. ahh, i feel really guilty for not checking that everything was okay before bringing them over to chalet,mienheyo(sorry).. .

then we went for dinner at subway, which we walked at a really snail speed cuz the guys at the back started walking really slowly, and me and sophh being in the middle, trying to bridge the gap between the 1st 2 people and the rest who were taking a stroll at the back.. .hahas, and chongchen gave us subway cookies, so it was kinda amusing bringing in subway cookies to subway to eat. .

and we continued to walk and walk, until i was getting really hungry, and we still couldn't find the place. we reached the mrt train station of sentosa, and guojun said, "hey, we reached the subway already.", and everyone just totally LENG diao.. .><

after ordering our food, me, tiffany and sophh decided to go outside, and we started singing random choir songs, somewhere out there+when you believe+close to you, and then i started to reminiscence abt choir last year, and me and tiffany started talkigna bout the past, and how we miss singing in parts and harmonizing in choir. .

we went back for elections after we ate dinner, with the seniors passing us the election voting forms, haha, and all the photos of us koped from friendster><.. .and woah, it got us really confused trying to understand the voting system cuz there were so many different boxes around, and the different posts.. .

haha, i attended the most creative, impromptu and amusing elections in my entire life. we were supposed to go to a really ulu island for interviews one by one after we're given a missed call on our handphones. it was really weird, esp mine was held at 1am, and it was really dark, ulu and scary to walk across the bridge to your interview destination at the beach of the next island.

we just sat down on a bench to stone+crapp+listen to dingchun tell stories+walk around beach trying to pass time+singing randommm songs+finding the ulu toilett nearby +going to 7-11 to get water when i was getting really dehydrated..
and finally, it was nearing to 12am, tiffany and sophh started to practise+sing the birthday song in choir style.haha, and then it was countdown.10, 9, 8 , 7 ,6, ..3, 2, 1.. and it felt really surreal for a moment, i had not countdown for my bd since ages.. .haha, then we started jumping, screaming and going crazy for that one min, this was contrasted to the sane group in front of us who were enjoying the sea breeze and the nice night scenery..


aha, and then me, soph +tiffany waited with the sane group for our turn for interviews.. and i started to talk to ck, haha, and he suddenly wanted me to sing lv guang for him, den we ended up talking abt change 08', and haha, it felt great that someone felt the same thing for change 08'.. .XD

then eve called!.and for a while i tot it was a call for interview, LOl, false alarm, a birthday call + updates for their perf.XD

continues to waitttt, waiteddddd for eternity


!,den yay, phone call from chongchen.XD

finally my turn after sophh

walked across the bridge with mixed feelings, realized this is my very 1st election i'm running in my whole life, yay, my 1st accomplishment for the 17th birthday.. .and i was greeted by torchlights the moment i stepped in there.. set on this square with a candle in the middle.. .the atmosphere felt really warm_and impromptu(not the usual tense atmosphere you get during interviews and elections)..

started to ask pc questions(what make you the suitable candidate as a secretary?)(which post do you prefer, secretary or treasurer?), gave pc answers in return. .


then, they asked me the secretary challenge, which was to memorize a list of items in quantity that ben chan was saying, and haha, i was nervous, and couldnt' catch everything he said. when he started asking me to recall, i totally screwed up that segment. heh, then the last task, which was to sing that song,LOL, cuz they said i'm from gefang. then ended up singing yushang ai!.haha, cuz it was the 1st song that popped in my mind.dang, i wanted to sing school song, cuz the whole bowling team was singing it non-stop while walking to beach,..haha, and hwachong school song is really addictive to sing, it just remains in my top most playlist in my head after singing it a few times.


haha, and that night, the few of us, guojun+ruixian+me+sophh+tifa went on a night trail.. . we went to a 7-11, with the horrible shopkeeper being annoying trying to get rid of us from his shop.. we totally da0-ed him, then guojun and ruixian bought cup noodles, and it got me really really hungry..aha, den tifa said i looked like hungry ghost, cuz of the way i looked at guojun;s noodles longingly, and grabbed a bite tho i kept telling myself not to be tempted.. .has, then we ended up doodling, and playing the flame game, which was this lame game that predicts your future..

it goes like that..

friend, lover, acquaintance, maid(haha,actually i tink it's smthing else.forgot!.lOL), enemy

then you compare 2 names

example, sophia got tested with guojun

sophia vs guo jun,

you cancel o, and you left 10 letters, you go through the flame list counting from friends, and see where you reach after 10 steps..heh, and it ended up on friends, but me and tifa insisted that it landed on lover instead when we counted backwards.LOL


that nite, we ended up sleeping on this ulu island, the highest point at the most southern island at asia.. and it was really cool, chilly, freezing, sandy, and sticky. i ended up regretting going there, the wooden planks we laid on were hard and uncomfortable,. hah, it was an experience sleeping there. i ended up catching my sleep for 1hour.


and the next morn, around 6am,. we made our way back to chalet,

we were gathered to the beach. and we figured that the seniors were going to announce the results for elections.. haha, we waited in anticipation, and ended up, they told us we were going on a treasure hunt, we were supposed to find our own bottles within a designated area in the beach,..we were practically diggging in the sand for our bottles.. LOl, it was really a fun+unique experience..i've never seen such an election conducted in such a manner.. .

then we went for breakfast, and went back to chalet with everyone crowding on 2 single beds, catching up on sleep.we slept like sardines, me beside sophh, dc, qy, tifa and ruixian. i totally couldn't move the entire 1 hour we slept..haha, the people sitting down on the floors started to play cards, and this weird form of dai di.. .

and i decided to go home after that, feeling really shagged, and totally missed the houseball comps +bbq.. ><

~birthday!~

Thanks so much everyone for the lovely birthday messages and celebrations!










Frankly speaking, i was not really looking forward to this year's birthday cuz of upcoming blocks(which i had unfortunately still have not finish at least half of my revision.*sighs), as well as feeling really xiann and upset that i could not go back to taiwan this year to visit my relatives.. .



so when chen si called me up last week to go k-box, i was finally reminded that my birthday was approaching..><..LOL, and chensi can never ever discreetly organize a suprise birthday celeb, it was always so obvious.XD.haha, but at least it was easier to jio me out this year. chensi had a tough time trying to convince my dad last year so that i could go out one day during the period i was grounded. haha, anws, thanks choir peeps!.lee qi+tiffany+chensi!! i was really touched by all the bd celebs all these years, ur never fail to rmbr my birthday, and esp chensi who always make an effort to make it a grand affair. *leeqi: THANKYOU!. thanks for all these years for being such a bestie. haha, even though these few months we seldom talk on the phone, but i'll always remember the times during pri and sec school, when we will talk non-stop for hours on the phone, sharing secrets and discussing gossips+talking really cheem stuff when you are in your serious mood.. and for understanding me so well, offering me honest advice abt everything.,jiayous for giondes.,LOL.*ahaah, i erm, still dunno how to spell his name.><

















~me and chensi~<3




*chensi: thanks for always being there for me all this while, esp during tough times in sec 3 when i was going through a really rough patch in my life. thanks for being really sweet, giving me sweets, gifts and nice little notes.:D, you never fail to brighten up my life, and thanks for just accompanying me all this while from sec 1 to now. and reallyreally appreciate all the birthday celebs that you organize, esp when it's really diff to jio everyone together due to our clashing schedules






*tiffany:YAY!, thanks for being such a crappy, crazy, cheerful girl all this while.XD>haha.and bowling chalet was loves!, esp the countdown for my bd on the beach when we were waiting for turn to be interviewed in the ulu island, hehhh,s and being really HiGH, singing random choir songs and getting ourselves really amused by the troupe of peacocks, and trying to go back to our chalet by disturbing the security guard through the lousy telecom. ..and and and, haha, i just realized that we will be in the same cca for these 4 years, from you being a SL in choir, trying to voice-train me, till now trying to help me cure my back-up..haha, time really flies.. .



from left: chensi, tiffany, lychee
























and my clique of friends in change 08'!


thankyou everyone for coming down to town to celeb my bd, i'm touched, really!



*welson: thanks for the birthday song, this year's bd celeb was one of the most craziest, funniest bds ever.XD.haha, continue with your gay imitations and your funny entertaining stories.. :D.i'm really amused.:)



*lego: HAHA, you never to make me laugh with your lego, expressionless face +actions.. . :), continue to rawk on and jiayou for upcoming exams kay?, haha, and i hope to see you soon in expo someday during church.:D



*eve: YIFU!, yeehahh!, thanks for everyything, from organizing my BIG day celeb, and being so nice, and supportive during change concert.jiayous for blocks!.hah,we can go out to mug someday.XD..



*fukuan: XD, haha, thanks for coming down all the way to orchard tho you had bowling trng that day.:), haha, your laughter never fails to amaze me, and your crazy dou yin +great vocals. XD, jiayous for NAGC kay?. you can do it__GO strike!




















lego+ fukuan+poker+YIFU+welson. XD

~daily devotion_11th june!~

11TH JUNE 08’
faith that breathes-for women


God’s word does not suggest that females should just sit passively at home, waiting to serve their men. In fact, scripture indicates that women should be productive and constantly working. However, society has created a stereotype of women, who are always working at the back, passive and often dominated by males in the workplace and politics. in the past, females are considered as the weaker sex, and often looked down upon by males. However, females have proven themselves these years and have shown through their capabilities and talents that they too are competent and as good as their male counterparts.

In the popular passage on the characteristics of a noble/virtuous woman, proverbs 31, it mentioned that a noble woman of God is hardworking, conscientious, confident and is successful in whatever God has given her to do. Proverbs 31: 16-22 “She considers a field and buys it; out of her earnings she plants a vineyard. She sets about her work vigorously; her arms are strong for her tasks. She sees that her trading is profitable, and her lamp does not go out at night. In her hand she holds the distaff and grasps the spindle with her fingers. She opens her arms to the poor and extends her hands to the needy. When it snows, she has no fear for her household; for all of them are clothed in scarlet. She makes coverings for her bed; she is clothed in fine linen and purple.” she has the characteristics of a typical successful businesswomen who is engaged in real estate transactions and business and endeavors that turn into a profit. She is a blessing to the company that she works in, and she demonstrates managerial skills, as well as benevolence to the poor, caring for the family and serving the lord in the ministry. She is one who is able to handles all the different commitments in her life capably, and understands what her priorities are. She is organized and prepares well for her future; she trusts God for everything she does and prays when in doubt.

It is important to note that her husband is blessed by his peers because he has such an industrious woman. A successful man would have a virtuous, God-fearing and understanding wife at his back, supporting him in whatever he does. None of them would be threatened by the success of the other, both of them have equal rights in their relationship. Both parties would work hard in their marriage together, and they constantly pray together for their marriage, and based their relationship on God himself. They care and love for each other, and understands each other’s thoughts and feelings.

Females, rise up, and make your faith in God as “necessary as breathing.” Don’t take on any role in life without God as the foundation.

~revived!~

whee!.my dear blog is finally revived after dunnoe how many months of stagnantion.LOl... haha


XD

suffering from post-change concert 08' depression
is currently addicted to twssj
misses her lamer friends
can't wait for bowling chalet!
muggging for coming blocks, and procastinating along the way









haha, this is an incoherent blog post, pardon me:D










13 more hours to 17!