musings of currypoker
Talking can be therapeutic, the fastest way in the healing process.
I realized I like to discuss about my life, it helps to reflect on the things that i've gone through these 19 years, and how i can improve on in the future. Hopefully, by the time i've looked back in life, i would have gained much experiences from it and mature and grow up from all these falls.
A cell sister told me the other day that she was experiencing depression probs. I realized that it was only a years back ago that I experienced this craziest and the worst periods of my life. I could vividly recall the feelings of rejection, disturbing thoughts, and loss.
the life of abnomalacy, and you feel like your mind and your thoughts doesn't belong to you. negative thoughts flood your mind everyday, you're unable to escape from this deep black hole. It's only after a while that i realized that that was called a spiritual attack, something that the devil does to stray you away from God. And whenever such things ever try to happen again, i try to block out these thoughts. I realized it's easier to distract yourself from such thoughts than to counter-attack it. Never ever entertain these thoughts, you may just let yourself fall into the trap that the devil has planned.
It was only recently that these feelings come back to me, and I'm really afraid that I'm unable to overcome the depressive spirit in me. today, i went for a radio talkshow at 100.3, which was hosted by my dad's friend, kong huai. It's a sunday night show which he hosts every week, and discusses family societal issues with guest speakers occassionally. We were invited to be guest speakers to discuss about my mom's death, which was a really good way for me to release my thoughts and feelings regarding this topic. I realized I have never ever said so much about my mom's death before, then I realized again, that's because no one asked. Everyone is so afraid that they touch the nerve(wrong) spot when they try to approach you regarding this topic, when actually, we're rather open about it. In fact, I read it somewhere that family members who have lost their loved ones recently should try to find appropriate channels to release their stress and emotions through talking it out with their friends or relatives.
haha. okay. comp low batt xia. !
~i want a soothing beatifiul voice~
I realized I like to discuss about my life, it helps to reflect on the things that i've gone through these 19 years, and how i can improve on in the future. Hopefully, by the time i've looked back in life, i would have gained much experiences from it and mature and grow up from all these falls.
A cell sister told me the other day that she was experiencing depression probs. I realized that it was only a years back ago that I experienced this craziest and the worst periods of my life. I could vividly recall the feelings of rejection, disturbing thoughts, and loss.
the life of abnomalacy, and you feel like your mind and your thoughts doesn't belong to you. negative thoughts flood your mind everyday, you're unable to escape from this deep black hole. It's only after a while that i realized that that was called a spiritual attack, something that the devil does to stray you away from God. And whenever such things ever try to happen again, i try to block out these thoughts. I realized it's easier to distract yourself from such thoughts than to counter-attack it. Never ever entertain these thoughts, you may just let yourself fall into the trap that the devil has planned.
It was only recently that these feelings come back to me, and I'm really afraid that I'm unable to overcome the depressive spirit in me. today, i went for a radio talkshow at 100.3, which was hosted by my dad's friend, kong huai. It's a sunday night show which he hosts every week, and discusses family societal issues with guest speakers occassionally. We were invited to be guest speakers to discuss about my mom's death, which was a really good way for me to release my thoughts and feelings regarding this topic. I realized I have never ever said so much about my mom's death before, then I realized again, that's because no one asked. Everyone is so afraid that they touch the nerve(wrong) spot when they try to approach you regarding this topic, when actually, we're rather open about it. In fact, I read it somewhere that family members who have lost their loved ones recently should try to find appropriate channels to release their stress and emotions through talking it out with their friends or relatives.
haha. okay. comp low batt xia. !
~i want a soothing beatifiul voice~
posted by poke-the-curry @ 9:01 AM
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